Tuesday, June 29, 2010

For a change.

"I'm gonna make a change for once in my life. It's gonna feel real good. Gonna make a difference. Gonna make it right." I haven't heard of anyone who died from LSS, but if it could kill, God bless me. It's been a while since I shut myself off from the real world. And the song seemed to arrest me in the midst of my own fairy tale - one that has no happy ending. (Thanks, MJ!) I realized in this one gloomy afternoon of June that everything and everyone around me did change except me.Now I see how they have grown and moved on. It's sad, you know. I need to take this bitter dose of reality and not complain. It was my choice to be left out, wasn't it? Hey, I'm not sad just because and of course, not so happy to have known this only today. Was I not thinking? Or maybe I was, but I was not discerning at all. I know, you don't have any idea of what Im talking about. Lol. March on!

Tomorrow is a brand new day and a brand new me. New and improved? No no. A friend once told me that's not correct. Let's just say, a better person. Cheesy, I know, right?! Haha! Better by not holding on to something. Better by moving on. Better by not trusting anyone. Sounds bitter.Lol.

Life is unpredictable.One minute you're happy, the other you're not. And next thing you know, you're in a padded cell. So keep things cool and slow. We age by year, not by second.

It's been a day for me. Oops, it's been a decade pala for me. Blogging is such a relief. The sun's gonna shine on me, for a change.

P.S. I love you